Sadness Sinks In
By Iamquestionable
Sadness sinks in once more,
Once more I'm without you,
Without you I will fade.
When sadness sinks in,
I am thinking of you,
When I'm thinking of you,
I become lonely.
I hate being lonely,
So please don't leave me.
I love you,
More than you know.
To Be With You
By: Iamquestionable
To: My special someone
I am anxious to see you once more,
For tonight is was you I cried for.
I cannot wait to be within your sight,
It is always a true delight.
I wish I could be with you,
The wait for you is a never-ending queue.
My Love
My Love,
I love you more than you will know,
More than the birds love the sky,
More than a child with a cookie.
My love,
You are the sun to my sky,
The bright light taking away the dark,
The flame melting away my scared heart.
My love,
I may not know how to love yet,
But I will learn for you,
It is you I want to love,
And you alone.
My love,
Know that I love you.
I Should Not Lie
My sweet Ex
This is for you.
You cared for me,
You loved me,
You talked with me,
You helped me,
You listened to my thoughts,
You told me your feelings.
I should not lie.
You didn't do any of these.
You are in no way sweet,
You are the devil masquerading as my ex-girlfriend.
This isn't even for you,
It's to help me get over my pain you caused.
You didn't care,
You didn't even acted like it.
You didn't love me,
You could never love.
You didn't talk to me,
In fact you sang a random song.
You didn't help me,
You sang another random song.
You didn't tell me your feelings,
You could care less what I though
Death of a Heart
From the start
I liked you,
You were alone and shy,
as was I.
I couldn't talk to you,
For my mouth would not let me,
You did not take bread crum trail,
Leading right to me.
A year went past,
And we became friends.
You did like me, and
It was far to late to do anything about it.
When I grew guts to talk,
And spill how I felt,
You stood there and laughed,
Right then I died.
Three years later,
You try to appologise,
For taking an innocent life,
Pathetic.
You tought me something,
Even the most warm hearts,
Have a cold side,
It is sitting just around the corner.
Sadness Sinks In
By Iamquestionable
Sadness sinks in once more,
Once more I'm without you,
Without you I will fade.
When sadness sinks in,
I am thinking of you,
When I'm thinking of you,
I become lonely.
I hate being lonely,
So please don't leave me.
I love you,
More than you know.
To Be With You
By: Iamquestionable
To: My special someone
I am anxious to see you once more,
For tonight is was you I cried for.
I cannot wait to be within your sight,
It is always a true delight.
I wish I could be with you,
The wait for you is a never-ending queue.
My Love
My Love,
I love you more than you will know,
More than the birds love the sky,
More than a child with a cookie.
My love,
You are the sun to my sky,
The bright light taking away the dark,
The flame melting away my scared heart.
My love,
I may not know how to love yet,
But I will learn for you,
It is you I want to love,
And you alone.
My love,
Know that I love you.
I Should Not Lie
My sweet Ex
This is for you.
You cared for me,
You loved me,
You talked with me,
You helped me,
You listened to my thoughts,
You told me your feelings.
I should not lie.
You didn't do any of these.
You are in no way sweet,
You are the devil masquerading as my ex-girlfriend.
This isn't even for you,
It's to help me get over my pain you caused.
You didn't care,
You didn't even acted like it.
You didn't love me,
You could never love.
You didn't talk to me,
In fact you sang a random song.
You didn't help me,
You sang another random song.
You didn't tell me your feelings,
You could care less what I though
Death of a Heart
From the start
I liked you,
You were alone and shy,
as was I.
I couldn't talk to you,
For my mouth would not let me,
You did not take bread crum trail,
Leading right to me.
A year went past,
And we became friends.
You did like me, and
It was far to late to do anything about it.
When I grew guts to talk,
And spill how I felt,
You stood there and laughed,
Right then I died.
Three years later,
You try to appologise,
For taking an innocent life,
Pathetic.
You tought me something,
Even the most warm hearts,
Have a cold side,
It is sitting just around the corner.
FOP: True To Me Chapter One by BeastBoyLover, literature
Literature
FOP: True To Me Chapter One
Title: "True To Me"
Cartoon: 'Fairly Odd Parents'
Genre: Romance/Comedy/Angst
Coupling: Timmy x Tootie
Rating: PG13
Chapter One – 'Braces No More'
"BRRRRIIINNNG!!!!!!!"
The bell signalled the end of a school day for Dimmsdale High School, many classroom doors burst open and streams of students poured out towards the lockers and the front doors to their freedom.
One student, who jogged to his locker to get his bag grinned in delight, he was finally getting his braces off after two long years at the Orthodontist's. A blonde guy appeared next to him with a pile of books grinned as well.
"You got your appointment for your braces today h
Is it so hard to make someone understand me?
I want to feel love,
without all the doubts,
the constant fear
of being left alone.
I want to dance,
to laugh and be happy,
without the judging stares,
and hateful glares.
I want to scream,
let them see all the anger,
that I've hidden for so long,
make them see my pain.
I want to hug my loved ones,
show them I'll never leave,
even when they beat me
and make me want to die.
I want to move past the pain,
maybe dance in the rain,
get past all my years
that are filled with torment.
I want to stop wanting,
and start having all
the happy things in life
that I've heard so much about.
I just want pe
Hey girl where you been?
You're supposed to be my friend.
I was so lost,
trapped in this box.
Looking around,
standing with a frown.
Telling myself that
you'd come back.
You'd tell me what happened,
and things would smooth over.
I tried to keep myself going,
I swear I've tried.
I knew you had troubles,
keeping everything alive.
Kept myself sane,
trying to help you.
Now that we've drifted,
I'm breaking apart.
My mask is failing,
I am crawling.
Everything is so strange,
no one is here to help me.
They say I have others,
but they will never be you.
I need someone like me,
who understands what's going on.
I need that one
Steal a kiss from me.
I will close my eyes
and pretend I didn't want to be kissed
but I did...
You thief,
you know you can take anything from me.
You have already stolen my heart
but I will not report you to the police,
simply because
I don't want it back.
It is with you where it needs to be.
Once upon a time,
I was a puppet.
No one could see my strings,
and no one tried to help.
It was just me.
Now I'm free.
I learned control,
and it works overall.
I can breathe the air,
without being scared.
I can smile and see,
at what used to hurt me.
I hold no regrets,
nor any grudges.
Even if no one could see,
the puppet in me.
I have long since cut the strings,
and fallen far from above.
Now I can talk or sing or dance,
and its all thanks to me.
There's things I can do,
many more I have yet to explore.
TEENAGE LOVE
Silly me;
To look into your eyes
And fall for you.
Silly me;
To watch you laugh
While letting my guard down.
Silly me;
To listen to your lullaby
And let it replay all over again.
I dreamt of us,
it was as if we
were still so close
that it was real.
It was like a game,
that made us all
happy and joyful,
no matter what it was.
Yet I awoke with tears
in my eyes,
and sadness in every
fiber of my soul.
You may have left,
for reasons unknown
to me and maybe yourself,
but why do you go?
Abandoned me to the
monsters of depression,
to let them devour my soul
and my will to live.
Somedays, even now,
where I think I'm cured,
the depression covers me,
like a blanket of death.
I keep it at bay,
with thoughts of love
and happiness in my soul,
so one day I may be free.
I just wanted to let you know
that
I miss you. Can't you see that? I made a huge mistake letting you go. You deserve much more than me, but I wish I could make things right, at least. I'm so sorry.
I don't like 'just being friends' or 'we can see what happens in the future.' I want you. I have always wanted you. I love you. I knew from day one.
On the 27th of April 2014, my life, though just beginning, had ended. Will you restart it? I miss you.